Monday, November 30, 2009

HERE I AM

Hey, people~~!! Long time no see~~!! Finally, I’m back to my dairy again =_=

Just wanna say this before you read it, it’s no emo, ok?!
I’m just expressing myself, so…

Since everybody’s leaving, it kinda remind me that, I’m gonna have my first X’mas ever away from my family!!

Now I finally realize that poet “Mr. So sick” is right, you miss your family most when there is a festival coming~~!! I’m not saying that I don’t miss my family the other days, just miss them a lot more when I learned that most of my friends are flying back to their home country soon,,, (some are already back!!)

As they are all having semester instead of trimester, which I’m having… so everyone’s now exam-free!! And all having their dunno-how-long-will-be summer holidays… btw, I don’t have summer holidays at al… !!

Students are having so much fun after such a marathon-like school year, finally comes summer holidays!! You know what, it’s only week 8 for me (and to those who are having trimester as well). What we trimester students have for X’mas is only a 2-week break… that’s it 

And when talking about school, I think I should also tell you guys what units I’m taking, in case I didn’t tell you before or you might have forgotten already 

I’m now doing mass communication, economics, statistics and the most killing me one… PR…!!!

I have no idea how and why people can enjoy this unit at all!! No offense, to me, PR is no more than a “disastrous disaster”… unfortunately, it’s kinda compulsory unit to me, can’t get rid of it… and so, I must take it and must do it well. At least I must pass the unit!! But instead of only finishing the unit with a bare pass, I hope I can do it better, a credit would be nice^^ sounds a bit hard though, nothing’s impossible, so… will see!

For the other 3 units, so far so good 

Statistics may be quite an easy job to most Asians, as we did our maths so well(?!). to me, not hard, but not so easy easy either. The good thing is, the lecturer is soooooo good, I mean he’s really goooooood!! Started to like stats a bit more because of his teaching. I also know that once you like a subject more, you have a better chance of doing it better!! Can tell from my own experience in English, haha

Mass coom. Is the major to me before I came, and after taking for a few weeks, it’s okay~~!! Not hard, the lecturer is nice too. I have had my group presentation la couple weeks ago. From what I see, my group was doing good!! Thanks God for that! Evaluation is coming soon (in an hour time, haah), um, will see again! Will be handing in an essay in this unit too, just getting started to do the research stuff, will be fine (I hope).

At last, it’s econ!! Well, to my surprise (a really great one, in a good way), I’m doing quite good in this unit. Back in HK, I can’t really get a pass in the subject, but now, I’m learning things that I’ve been taught before. Therefore, it’s like having a revision in every single lecture and tutorial… even though I was bad in econ in HK, I liked it, most probably is because of Mr. Chan. He was so good and so passionate about it. Now I like this unit more than what I can imagine, and even considering should I major this sybject later??!! Haa, if I tell you this a few months earlier, you must have thought that I’m out of my mind!! Even myself would think it that way too!! What else can I say, it’s life!! Things happen and thing chage, so am I… it’s good to always keep a open-minded mind, right?

Since I’m thinking about doing econ, I would also need to take PA as well… at least for “introduction to accounting”… yes I know, you think I’m mad,,, again… I failed PA in my AL, but considering taking it again?!! Yea… I know that I’ve been telling everyone I don’t like PA… matbe I should just give both PA and myself once more chance… see if we can get along this time, haha! Next trimester will be in February, so still got plenty of time to think thoughtfully and then make up my mind. Like one of my friends said, keep exploring for your most favourite subject and the most suit you one, you can have your choice 

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

2009

在珀斯, 也許生活太過悠閒平淡, 失去了寫日記的動力
但當我看見了妳的日記, 就叫我再一次不得不寫



提起2009, 我不會想起這是自己高考的一年
儘管高考理應對我來說是2009中最重要的一環

說起2009, 我只曾想起 別離
縱然2009還有兩個月, 這個感覺, 或者不會改變


在我而言, 2009, 是別和離的一年

自己親人的離去; 親人親人的離去; 朋友親人的離去;
愛犬的離去; 愛犬兒子的離去...

還有數不清的別, 每次想起這組數字, 腦海就浮現這兩個字


這樣說不代表我很失落很傷心
只是有點感慨, 為什麼這些事都發生在2009?


我相信總有一天
會跟那些離去了的人在天國相遇
我是這樣的想著, 相信著